I sit here
And think back to when
I believed your words.

It was a few years ago
When I was young and stupid.

You told me to meet you there
I was stupid enough to say yes.

I seen you that night,
You said I looked good
And that you wanted to go for a walk.

I said okay and we went on
You stopped me here and there
Kissing my neck.

Messing around is what got me in this much pain
Don’t know why I was so dumb.

You didn’t want me to leave
You held onto my arm.

You squeezed it within your hands
Your tightness weakened me
But I didn’t let you win.

I got free from your hands
And you let go.

I could have been raped by you that night
And I still have the nerve to talk to you today.

I was dumb for that night and for still talking to you
But now I am smart.

So get gone
I hate you with a passion.
Stay out of my life.

I will no longer hear your lies
I know you only want to use me.

Leave now and be gone forever
I only hurt from your words that you tell me.

Leave and never come back.
Leave me now
You have caused me so much pain.
I will no longer take your lies that you tell me.

Kimberly Santistevan

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/deceitful-lies-of-lust/