Scolding myself, hating myself,
I have to go on. What else is left?
Did you love me? I don`t know.
I said 'farewell' and you let me go.
If you just played, then it`s all right.
I went away and it was my right.
I fell in love. It was my fault.
But if you loved me, why did you stop?

Saniya Galeyeva

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/scolding-myself-hating-myself/