I've always wondered what you were thinking,
When you look at me weeping
I've always wondered if you could see,
Everything that is inside and about me
I've always wondered what you are all about,
Because inside I'm falling in love
I've always wondered was it all my fault,
Or was it just something that was all laid out
I've always wondered was it love or was it pain,
In my heart it must have been pain
I've always wondered why you pushed me away,
You just wouldn't let me stay
I've always wondered, could I forgive myself,
For trusting in someone else
I've always wondered, could I forgive you,
For leaving my heart broken with you

Courtney Helsel

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-ve-always-wondered/